You can't judge people's life and decision  (and faith) based on your own ideal life perspective

Everyone has their book. 

From all those matter and unmatter, 

From all the time that never comeback, 

From the heart flattered at sky and teardrop that has been overflowing the river,

In the end,

We'll realize that, 

Love, 

Is the only thing we need.

Just enjoy the show, they said. 

How could? 

Enjoy it. It's a verb you know. 

Sometime we need to not enjoy the show.

"Tempat kita mengerti bahwa sesuatu yang paling kita tunggu dan inginkan sebenarnya adalah hal - hal kecil yang sedang kita dekap, tetapi sering kita sepelekan di keseharian.."

-fahd padhepie, jodoh, hal.111

Ada yang pelan - pelan, kehilangan dirinya.....